Crappy Blogger???

Yup ^^^ That's me :/  It has been quite a while since I sat down to let some things out.  Since we lost Drew to be exact...  

I got my 1st positive pregnancy test 3 days after we said those goodbyes, which was extremely early to even test, let alone get a positive! And as much as I miss Drew, I can't help but smile when I think of him now.  I feel like he is a part of this somehow.  That might make me crazy, but the timing of everything is so strange!

Anyway...being pregnant again is definitely exciting, but boy did I forget some of the wonderful things that come along with it! Just a little sarcasm in that statement ;) I'm 99.9% sure that this will be the last time I do this, so I'm trying not to wish it away. But I have been much sicker with this little bundle of joy than I was with my sweet Brody! I just want to be able to eat again.  I miss food dangit!!!

Today, I have had a wonderful day of doing absolutely nothing! It was fantastic! Normally when I have idle time, I dwell.  I'm a great dweller :( But today, I have just been content. I'm in a very peaceful place. Are there things that I want to change or that need fixed? Of course, but today I'm not dwelling.  I'm just being thankful for where I am, what I have, and who I've been blessed with in my life.  Hopefully this peaceful feeling continues, but who knows? Tomorrow is a Monday...